2009 (draft)

I have so much to say and yet, I find myself at a lost for words.

This has been quite a year. Full of experiences that have changed my life. No words can described the vast range of emotions that I have felt.

I have been on a journey of self discovery. Each experience; however small, unique and life changing. I have laughed, I have cried, I have come to accept that I am, who I am. I am no longer just going through the motions of life without really living.

Each day holds a treasure of self discovery. Every decision, no matter how insignificant holds the power to transform my life. The human experience is richer by the people that are put in our lives to guide our evolution as human beings. I am no longer in a state of " why me" or "Why did it not...". I am not a victim of circumstance, I am a witness of the power of the Holy Spirit.

Acceptance, forgiveness, non-judgement all lessons that keep coming up in my life.
God help me accept things, people as they are. Let me forgive from my heart and not in words alone. May I be free of Judgement of myself and others.

If at the end of the day, I can be at peace with all of the decisions I have made, then that is a good day. I have had a lot of good days this year. I have acted out of my true nature, I have no regrets, I have followed the yearnings of my soul.
To be truly successful in life, One must be flexible; open minded, open hearted and know that every situation works in your favor for the greater good. I must not get hung up on why things did come together as I had envisioned. The biggest realization is knowing that God knows what is best. He may not always give me What I ask, he will give me what will bring the greatest satisfaction on the evolution my spirit.

I would not change any aspect of my life; nor would I wished for things, people and events to have unfolded any differently. My wish for this New Year is that my Faith, my relationship with God will continue to grow stronger. In the end is not the external circumstances that mark a successful life, but that I reached my goal in life and that is simply to be Happy.
Love is all there is.
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Being receptive to Holy Guidance

I recently had one of those encounters that I know was a sign from God.

I work in a school and I see kids that have special needs. This angel came to show me the way I should conduct my way of BEING. I have no other way to describing this little girl, except to say I felt the HOLY SPIRIT in her.

There was no wanting what so ever in her. I felt a peaceful presence and I could see her soul in her eyes. The feeling that I got was that it was not this little girl looking at me, but a God himself.

That image has been on my mind since and whenever I feel a bit out of sorts and not present enough in my daily life, I remember that little girl. My goal in life is to be happy and that is what God wants for all of us.

I remember the saying " Be still, and know that I am God". That little girl showed me by just being. I have read many books, I have meditated , I have prayed and did not quite get it. So, God sent me that Angel. Thank you!!!