Monday, December 28, 2009

2009 (draft)

I have so much to say and yet, I find myself at a lost for words.

This has been quite a year. Full of experiences that have changed my life. No words can described the vast range of emotions that I have felt.

I have been on a journey of self discovery. Each experience; however small, unique and life changing. I have laughed, I have cried, I have come to accept that I am, who I am. I am no longer just going through the motions of life without really living.

Each day holds a treasure of self discovery. Every decision, no matter how insignificant holds the power to transform my life. The human experience is richer by the people that are put in our lives to guide our evolution as human beings. I am no longer in a state of " why me" or "Why did it not...". I am not a victim of circumstance, I am a witness of the power of the Holy Spirit.

Acceptance, forgiveness, non-judgement all lessons that keep coming up in my life.
God help me accept things, people as they are. Let me forgive from my heart and not in words alone. May I be free of Judgement of myself and others.

If at the end of the day, I can be at peace with all of the decisions I have made, then that is a good day. I have had a lot of good days this year. I have acted out of my true nature, I have no regrets, I have followed the yearnings of my soul.
To be truly successful in life, One must be flexible; open minded, open hearted and know that every situation works in your favor for the greater good. I must not get hung up on why things did come together as I had envisioned. The biggest realization is knowing that God knows what is best. He may not always give me What I ask, he will give me what will bring the greatest satisfaction on the evolution my spirit.

I would not change any aspect of my life; nor would I wished for things, people and events to have unfolded any differently. My wish for this New Year is that my Faith, my relationship with God will continue to grow stronger. In the end is not the external circumstances that mark a successful life, but that I reached my goal in life and that is simply to be Happy.
Love is all there is.
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2 comments:

  1. You are way ahead of the learning curve on this one. We rarely take the time to stop trying to change everything and just allowing God to lead. Isn't it great when you realize the power really isn't yours?

    Wishing you the very best for 2010

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