Letting go

One of the hardest things in life is to let go. Deep down I know it's all an illusion I have created because I want things to work out. If only....I should have....is all been playing in my mind. I know that things are not suppose to be so complicated when they are meant to be. Letting go of a dream is hard and heart breaking, but I know that once I surrender the situation there will be a peace in accepting the truth and I pray to God to help me to let go.
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Endings

Today is a bitter-sweet day. Professionally, I am ending an endeavor in which I have been involved for the last 3 years. I am in the office cleaning out my desk, going through papers and discarding things I no longer need. Memories come to mind as I come across pictures, notes, old e-mails. Some are very pleasant, like the picture of white-water rafting in Oregon, (glad I made it out alive since I do not know how to swim). Oh, those e-mails about wanting one thing or another to be done yesterday; I will not miss those. I will miss my co-workers, some that I have become friends with. I will miss my boss, for his support, for always believe in me when I sometimes doubted my abilities. But mostly, I will miss his passion for the things that he cares about and for his determination to do things his way. I will always remember him going out of his way for me to see the Pacific ocean when we could have driven just a short distance to our final destination. As I end this chapter in my professional life, I look forward to what is to come, God only knows!!!

Things that matter

My first post, it is better to start with the things that matter the most. My family is important, my parents are still alive and I have an older brother and a sister. My sister is married and has 3 children, my niece Hayley and my nephews Jeremy and Jason. It has been interesting to see how they continue to develop as independent human beings.
Integrity matters, I believe in doing the right things. I believe in honesty, with others but mostly to myself. I believe in letting my life be guided by a higher power which sometimes I forget and try to control all aspects of my life. I believe in letting your actions speak for you, words do not mean a thing if you do not back it up with actions.